Date of Award
Spring 5-7-2026
Document Type
Project Abstract (696 or 796 registration)
Degree Name
Master of Science in Counseling
Department
Graduate Studies
Committee Chair
Taryn Akgul
Keywords
Control, feedback, insight
Abstract
As a musical theater enthusiast, song lyrics hold deeper meaning for me than poems or historical quotes. One line from Hamilton that is particularly meaningful to me is, “I am the one thing in life I can control. I am inimitable. I am an original.” (Lin-Manuel Miranda, 2015, 1:34). Through my exploration of self, I have found these three things to be true. By re-walking the path of my past, through my childhood, relationships, and growth, I have discovered just how original I truly am. This theme emerged again whilst examining my theoretical conceptualization. Many others may use the same concepts I choose to employ, but originality comes with style. With the help of the Clifton Strengths and Holland Code assessments, I was reminded that I am inimitable, or unique. I was also reminded of how I can use my unique qualities to best serve others. In addition to gaining insight from these assessments, I also sought insight from people close to me by asking them questions about their view of me. This prompted the title for this reflection paper, “On the outside looking in.” External insight is incredibly valuable. Feedback is how I thrive, and how I know if I am achieving my goals. I, just like anyone, have blind spots in my life; things I do that could be improved, or things I do not do that I should. Once I know something is wrong, I can do something about it. I have been reminded time and time again through this experience that I am the one thing in life I can control. While not at first, I am now empowered by this thought. I decide who I am as a counselor and how I choose to continue developing as a professional. I am encouraged by the passion I have found for school counseling, and confidence in knowing myself to better serve others.
Keywords: Control, feedback, insight
Recommended Citation
Bates, Andrew J., "On the Outside Looking In: A Reflection of Self" (2026). Dissertations, Theses, and Projects. 1102.
https://red.mnstate.edu/thesis/1102